I am Beautiful

Beautiful By Christina Aguilera- I know this song is old but it's how I feel. Jesus is telling me im beautiful. I am His.

Spoken:
Don't look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, i saw debris
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
That's the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Don't you bring me down today...

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won't stay


And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won't always shine
(sun won't always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down today

I was made in his image. I am beautiful. I am adored. I am pure in his sight. He has never left me or forsaken me and he never will. Nothing will seperate us. NOTHING. The enemy has been attacking me lately. I am overweight. I do realize this. I am constantly reminded from my job as a lifeguard, seeing other girls at the pool and comparing my body with theirs, all my other friends are very skinny, my brothers remind me. Yes I realize I am. But I choose not to focus on it. Yes I want to be healthy. But I know that no matter what size I am I was created in the image of God and that I am beautiful inside and outside. Outer apperance shouldn't matter. If you don't know me get to know me because I believe that God has created so much inner beauty in me that it radiates out. I am not being conceited at all. I struggle with a lot but I believe my inner beauty that God has given me is way more important than my outer appearance. I believe God has created me to be a woman of virtue, a woman of love, patience, kindness,full of compassion. Being a woman of virtue has been tough. My purity is constantly under attack from the enemy. Also, the enemy likes to use my insecurities. I believe I am a very confident person. But I do have a lot of insecurities at the same time. I hate my nose, I hate my stomach, I hate how big and round my face is, I hate how tiny my lips are, I hate how thick my legs are, I wish I was skinnier, I wish I was prettier. But I know that I am the woman God created me to be. He wanted me to have thick legs, a bigger nose, huge hips, a big butt ha, he created every part of me and thought that it was good. He is enthralled by my beauty. He has created my future husband who will one day meet me and be and enthralled with my beauty also. I am sick of being insecure. I am sick of doubt. I am sick of lonliness and depression. I am sick of the enemy. I am sick of SIN! God has created me to be a beautiful woman living for him. I need to stop listening to lies.